Believe it and you will be it

I have been doing the Oprah and Depaak "Become What You Believe" 21 day meditation series. We are only on Day 5 and so far, it has set my soul on fire. Even though I am going through tough times I control my life and where it is going. I often think about what I want to do in life. For me, the eternal gypsy, it changes year to year, month to month, even minute to minute. So for today, Friday November 6th, even though I am ending a temp job today and have no idea where my income will come from next week, I choose to remain positive and believe anything is possible. This is what I choose to believe and mark my words, it will soon be reality.

I believe I am a survivor and will get through anything with the help of the universe and my true self
I believe I will travel the world and no longer work a 9-5 job
I believe that in my travels, I will help people
I believe that in my travels, I will help animals
I believe that your vibe attracts your tribe and I look forward to connecting with my tribe soon
I believe.

It's been a long time since I did a blog post but I think now is the time to really start this back up. I once again find myself in a major life transition. I thought I had left that behind when I moved from NY after near financial ruin, to a job waiting in Miami. Well, the job turned out to be a nightmare which I won't go into except to say, I was not getting paid so decided to leave in October 2015, also one year to the day as when I started.

At first, I was my normal upset self, but I noticed this time not as intense. I contribute that to regular yoga practice and meditation which is helping me discover that life is 10% what happens to you, and 90% how you respond. I saw the signs coming for a while but was content in my life on South Beach Miami and didn't want to rock the boat. Then, a rude awakening one day when it slapped me in the face and I was forced to make a decision. So, once again... I left a job without having another job. What I have learned since the last time this happened to me is that I have to trust myself and my abilities. My true self/soul is always looking out and guiding me in the right direction and I should never forget this. As of this blog post, my life could go a few different ways:

• Temp jobs like I am doing now, combined with income from Etsy and stay on Miami Beach (making a lot less money but I will at least still be near the ocean that I love so much)
• I applied for a Port Shopping guide position onboard a cruise ship. This would be a dream job as I would be at sea 6 months and traveling, not having to have a permanent residence and pay rent (I would live on the boat). Gypsea dream come true.
• I have always enjoyed helping those less fortunate and this time, I feel I'm ready to take that even further and volunteer in a foreign country. I have a meeting with a charity based in India and will know more after 11/15
• Find a gig as a workaway... where I would get free room and board, hopefully taking care of animals in some capacity
• NOT AN OPTION - but on the table I guess. Move back to Maryland *gag* 

So, my next update will be what the future held for me. Stay tuned for the next blog post which will have the outcome.

* Today's centering thought *
My true self can be trusted to lead me.